cling

“From stardust, we were made, and to dust, we shall return” – the litany echoes throughout the wooden beams holding up the roof over our heads that my eyes survey as the minister smears cold, slimy, holiness across my forehead. on the last “normal” day that I remember, in those days when the idea of … More cling

saving Light

For many years, I believed that God was the reason for everything. Meaning that God either allowed or willed into being everything that is, everything that happens, and everything that does not happen. This way of thinking worked okay for me, for a while. Until it didn’t. But even after it stopped working for me, … More saving Light

08.23.2019

I have learned that you are still incredibly brave, even if your voice quivers and your hands shake when you tell them who you are. I have learned that I deserve the same freedom, the same honesty, that I fight for others to have. I have learned valuable things from my loneliness, but taking the … More 08.23.2019

be free

Even though many have told me that I needed to “break free” from who and how I love, breaking into freedom from those judging words and programs set out to change me is actually what I was made for. They broke me down and got me to stand in line, reciting what was “right” – … More be free

existing

Even in the stillness there’s a stirring… internal noise… that cannot be ignored, and I’m not sure that it should be. I think I am allowed to cry when I listen to my trans friend talk about how people in power want to erase him from history, and how these powerful people are working hard … More existing

becoming “us”

When I realized I wanted to serve in the realm of mental health, I had no idea what I was really getting into. No, I’m not talking about the stereotype that every person who receives mental health treatment is “scary”, “messy” or “depressing”. Because they aren’t. Sometimes life is scary. Sometimes life is messy. Sometimes … More becoming “us”

silence is deadly

The words you’re about to read are honest. They are my heart. With that, I ask that you read with care, with caution, and with an open mind. I am adamant on skipping all drama, all “I don’t usually say things like this, but…” statements, and all disclaimers that I am, in fact, white. I … More silence is deadly